trembling the selves we lose

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Fri, 24 May 2013 22:09:34 -0400

"I find pieces of myself everywhere, and I cut myself handling them."

Fri, 24 May 2013 11:06:28 -0400

“I find pieces of myself everywhere, and I cut myself handling them.”

- Jeanette Winterson, Lighthousekeeping (via petrichour)

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Fri, 24 May 2013 11:06:07 -0400

updownsmilefrown: Johnny Rotten

Fri, 24 May 2013 11:05:57 -0400

updownsmilefrown:

Johnny Rotten

to fit the criteria for major depressive disorder you can't fit the criteria for bipolar so you either have one or the other.

Fri, 24 May 2013 08:07:16 -0400

Thanks doc, I know. I’m not bipolar, or currently diagnosed as such. It’s just a list of what I have been diagnosed with over the years. Diagnostic categories have zero meaning in my life these days, but in the past have been extremely destructive…like being medicated for manic depression I don’t suffer from.

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Wed, 22 May 2013 23:01:57 -0400

lillypfizer: Institutional bathroom.

Wed, 22 May 2013 23:01:39 -0400

lillypfizer:

Institutional bathroom.

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Wed, 22 May 2013 21:28:29 -0400

what have they diagnosed you with?

Wed, 22 May 2013 17:41:22 -0400

Major depression
Bipolar disorder
Borderline personality disorder
Anorexia Nervosa
Complex PTSD

The hospital psychiatrist has me go through the list of what I’ve been diagnosed with. “What do you...

Wed, 22 May 2013 10:23:19 -0400

The hospital psychiatrist has me go through the list of what I’ve been diagnosed with. “What do you think you have?” He asks. “I don’t think I have anything,” I say. “I think things have happened and I’m sad.” His eyes and voice are soft and he wears expensive clothes. I wait for the click of his dress shoes in the hall to get me, watch the shining silver buckles as we walk. I wish for him to be able to do something. When I cry there are no tissues. He offers to get me napkins from the kitchen across the hall and I’m about to tell him it’s ok, I’ll just use my sleeves. But I need something from him, so I let him place paper napkins in my hands and pretend that will be enough.

dearscience: Mellow Skies by Linda Monfort

Wed, 22 May 2013 10:19:59 -0400

dearscience:

Mellow Skies by Linda Monfort

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Wed, 22 May 2013 10:19:47 -0400

organization: TV IS BORING Dazed & Confused 1994...

Tue, 21 May 2013 22:41:48 -0400

organization:

TV IS BORING
Dazed & Confused 1994
Photographer: Rankin
Stylist: Katie Grand

"We are more than the worst thing that’s ever happened to us. All of us need to stop apologizing for..."

Tue, 21 May 2013 17:58:06 -0400

“

We are more than the worst thing that’s ever
happened to us. All of us need to stop apologizing
for having been to hell and come back breathing.

Your bad dreams are battle scars.
What doesn’t kill you cuts fucking deep
but scars are just skin growing back
thicker when it heals.

”

- Clementine von Radics

papaloteando: by Robert Cook

Tue, 21 May 2013 17:55:47 -0400

papaloteando:

by Robert Cook

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Tue, 21 May 2013 17:55:37 -0400

papaloteando: During Sleep by Chiharu...

Tue, 21 May 2013 17:55:03 -0400

papaloteando:

During Sleep by Chiharu Shiota

http://www.chiharu-shiota.com/

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Tue, 21 May 2013 17:34:27 -0400

“Profound attachment disorder”

Tue, 21 May 2013 15:34:00 -0400

“Profound attachment disorder”